Freaking Out!

We found out yesterday that Martin has to go out of town for work the week of the embryo transfer. I'm trying to keep it together because I just don't see myself doing this without him. He is really upset too, maybe even more than I am. He has to go from the 20th until the 24th. I'm thinking the earliest we will do the transfer is the 20th, so that puts him gone for the transfer, and the 48 hours of bedrest. My mom said she'd be willing to help, but she may be out of town that week too.

When Marty first told me, I was quite upset and the waterworks began to flow. However, after 24 hours to consider it, I have decided that we can do this. It's not even close to as hard as having a newborn, and we have gotten through that. We'll take whatever help we get, and deal with the rest. Joseph and Caroline can manage for themselves for a couple of days getting dressed and off to school. I will get someone to go with me to the transfer, even if it's not Marty. It's not ideal, but we will make it work.